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i’m disappointed with this family… =(

For the past few days has been a pain… Not sure what I’m doing?!? And not wanting to do anything… Why things will turn out this way?!? Am I someone who u can vent your anger on? Who u can shout at? Who u can blame at?

You are stressed. Isn’t everyone as well? It’s just the matter on the level of it and how you handle it!! Find other way to distress beside me. Where is your warcraft now!!

Call yourself a man!!! Blame it on a BROOM!!! Crazy.. It’s ridiculous!!! Isn’t that superstition as well! Tell me ur not superstitious!! *bleah* Sweeping a broom across your leg brings bad luck…Believing in a BROOM then will brings horrid luck. If you wana believe in a broom than I will think looking into fengshui would be a better option still. Isn’t it?? There’s still logic and evidence all around. Hmph! Nevertheless, I will never give in to this! Shout at me now what will be next?!

There’s a saying a leopard will never change its spots… and I finally believe that. Some might say that i’m unreasonable or heartless… but everyone is to protect for themselves, isn’t it? Especially when one is hurt before… our defence system will auto turn on isn’t it? I may not be perfect either but at least I don’t blame it on my loved ones or a BROOM!!!!

This blog is all created for this broom.. And now I’m going to thank this broom. Thank you so much for bringing the truth to my life which allows me to see someone’s spots.

A new year , a new life….. cheers 2009!!

Once again, another year had gone by… Lots of things had happened in 2008… should i say it’s a good or bad year.. i can’t comment. there’s a fair share of incidents… but well.. it’s gone!! and a new and fresh year for us… Let’s leave all the unhappiness behind and just bring what’s happy, encouraging, positive to 2009 then!!!

I didn’t have much mood to blog these days… i felt i’m breathless… running against time… there’s just countless things to do in SIN. and i should think that 2009 will still be a busy year for me..

I’ve uploaded tons of photos in multiply… that will tell what i’ve been doing these days… =p

dreams,
happy lucky healthy 2009

Isn’t one of my nicest trip. Wasn’t in the mood of doing any sightseeing this time. Just feel like staying in the room. Well, at least there’s free internet to amuse me here.
There’s so much stuffs running in my mind. I’m so tired…. he doesn’t even understand. Just continue to be as it is… As if nothing happened… You are always good at this! *speechless*

i finally had the courage to bog. grandpa left us last monday. i really hope that he left peacefully which i doubt so. Seeing the family in this state, i don’t know what to do. But just to be there and hoping my presence will calm things down. I manage to get back SIN on the 2nd last day of the wake. But things had already gone from bad to worst. Why do people react in such a way? Why is things getting so complicated when we grow up? Why do i have to be the one the carry all these burden? Somehow i really feel that i’m all alone in this world..

Hmm… my birthday just come & go! Still serving people on that day itself!! But didn’t feel a thing just like a usual day for me. I guess somehow it’s not something i want to remind myself of. The fact that i’m getting older. haha… but wiser i hope! Didn’t make any birthday wish this year! Was so busy & tired on that day… *bleah*

Well, I’m back again and again i’m tight up with my studies…. why why why?!? Dan is back and i’ve yet to meet him. And so nice of him to let me have the priority slot. He’s a popular man i guess. Till everyone have to advance booking with him. hahaha.. And not only that… I’ve missed my personal life… No friends, no chit chat session, no kopi session, no ktv, no ‘gai-gai’…. sobz… just me, my four walls, my labby & books…. haizz… Tonight’s my assignment’s due but i’m still here.. procrastinating… next week my test and the following my EXAM!!!! Aargghhhh….

dreams,
a break

Today, I had an early birthday celebration with Mr P. He brought me to this new veggie place in Bishan Park. =) I will definitely recommend this place. It’s call The Green Room The surrounding is very quiet and green… and the food is surprising good. To my taste buds at least. Oh.. by the way.. it’s organic. Too bad, didn’t manage to take any photos… (my camera is spoilt but my dear sis lent me hers.) Still have to get use to using it.
And I’ve got my first bling bling ** !! Heard a lot about it but my first time actually chosing it… wow.. it’s a thing to learn thou. anyway… It’s so pretty!!! I simply love it so much!!! =) Thank you.
Anyway, it’s not the place we go or the gift that i recieved that made my day. It’s just the accompany i had today and the lil conversations that we had here n there and how we managed to get all things done nicely. hee… I know we can do it if we try harder… I hope everyday is like today!!!

dreams,
sweet dreams

Just recieved my August roster… Very excited now! I’ve got my trip request with Yunju. A 12day London/Shanghai!!! We’re planning to go to the mountains for some sightseeing n praying!! Heard that the mountains have breathtaking sights. Well, i’m going to find a cave of my own to meditate. hee… Other than that, it’s just sydney as i’ve took leave for my exams. And for the rest of my July roster there’s many changes but it’s for the good. I’ll be flying with Camie (zi zhi ren) so no stress!!!haha… & all London trips. They’ve took away my Sydney & Shanghai instead giving me 2 6days London and a 5days. I’ve no complaints!!! Hooray!! Thou not in SIN for my birthday (it’s not new) but i get good flights. Ohh… I believe good things will come to u if you believe plus work hard! Yay!!! I’ll have more days off in SIN & more $$ in my bank! I cannot ask for more than this.

Happy Birthday Esther!!!

There’s a couple of friends having birthday today. Hmm.. thou they might not read this but anyway…

Happy Birthday Valerie!!!
Happy Birthday Huaming!!!
Happy Birthday Louis!!!

dreams,
always this happy

Since i was bed ridden these few days, not attempting to kill any of my brain cells from studying my upcoming test… hee… I’ve decided to sort out my photo album. Found some interesting pictures but yet to upload here.. *just for laughs*

Look what i’ve found in Woolworths!! And trust me..I really go thru all the trouble bringing it back to SIN. There’s actually a bred of potatoes call ‘desiree’…apparently it taste the same as our normal ‘kan dang’. duh!

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Little Love
I just realise my previous posts has been depressing, sad n gloomy… NOPE! This should not be the case. I’ve created this blog is to remind me of my HAPPY and not so happy moments. So what happened? hee… pure laziness i guess… Well, when i’m happy i will forget everything else so including writting it down. Cuz i know it will stay with me always… but again.. my memory is failing me… am i getting old?? *opps* Nevertheless… i shall continue my task of recording everything in my life from now on…. hahaha (just listen n forget k) (more…)