Isn’t one of my nicest trip. Wasn’t in the mood of doing any sightseeing this time. Just feel like staying in the room. Well, at least there’s free internet to amuse me here.
There’s so much stuffs running in my mind. I’m so tired…. he doesn’t even understand. Just continue to be as it is… As if nothing happened… You are always good at this! *speechless*
i finally had the courage to bog. grandpa left us last monday. i really hope that he left peacefully which i doubt so. Seeing the family in this state, i don’t know what to do. But just to be there and hoping my presence will calm things down. I manage to get back SIN on the 2nd last day of the wake. But things had already gone from bad to worst. Why do people react in such a way? Why is things getting so complicated when we grow up? Why do i have to be the one the carry all these burden? Somehow i really feel that i’m all alone in this world..