Well, today is a double happiness day!!! My grand finale isn’t a finale thou it was pretty ‘grand’ one. *blush* It’s the starting point of something new and promising. A path whereby it’ll need lots of trust, patience, strength, maturity, love… to walk on. This will be a new and discovering chapter of my life. I’ve decided to go on this path so wish me all the best!!!
dreams,
keep dreaming
I feared being alone
Until I learned to like Myself.
I feared failure
Until I realized that I only Fail when I don’t try.
I feared success
Until I realized that I had to try in order to be happy with
myself.
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I feared people’s opinions
Until I learned that people would have opinions about me
anyway.
I feared rejection
Until I learned to have faith in myself.
I feared pain
Until I learned that it’s necessary for growth
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I feared the truth
Until I saw the ugliness in lies.
I feared life
Until I experienced its beauty .
I feared death
Until I realized that it’s not an end, but a beginning.
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I feared my destiny ,
Until I realized that I had the power to change my life.
I feared hate
Until I saw that it was nothing more than ignorance
I feared love
Until it touched my heart, making the darkness fade
into endless sunny days.
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I feared ridicule
Until I learned how to laugh at myself.
I feared growing old
Until I realized that I gained wisdom every day.
I feared the future
Until I realized that Life just kept getting better.
I feared the past
Until I realized that It could no longer hurt me.
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I feared the dark
Until I saw the beauty of the starlight.
I feared the light
Until I learned that the Truth would give me Strength.
I feared change,
Until I saw that even the most beautiful butterfly had
to undergo a Metamorphosis before it could fly.
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Once again, I’m in the midst of no where. Where am i heading to? What am i doing now? What should i do? How should it be done? I find that my life is full of questions… I am a great thinker and very imginative too. Someone once told me that it’s a pity that i don’t write scripts. hee… I guess i’ll earn big bucks by now.
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Last year this time, I’m so into this song. *wake me up when september ends* This was the song that keep spinning in my mp3 and labbie wherever i go. Pestering my friends to blast it everytime when i’m in their vehicle. Singing aloud as usual. haha… it had no meaning to me at that time but now the song truly relates my feeling for September 2006 but in a different way of course. Absolutely nothing to do with my dad.
*gosh* It’s another year again. Somehow, September reminds me of so many bitter sweets things…!!! hee… Wondering how this year September will be for me. Will it be as interesting as last year? finger crossing…..
dreams,
September 2006 forever!!!