New Blog Site
People has been asking me why a change in my blog address. What new chapter?? What are the changes in my life?? I’ll say everything in my last post in this blog.
Why a change in blog? Cuz this blog is infested by spam mails. And it’s under my sister’s domain. So she’ve moved to a new blog and i’ll just have to follow. Cuz she did not pay for the extension to maintain this domain. And i think it’s a good thing too. This current blog is all about my travels with emirates.. studies.. love relationship… and it’s almost all so negative. How bad my roster is… how i wish my studies is over… no exams please.. is he the right one… blah blah blah
And i feel that currently.. ive finished my studies (hooray) will be graduating in oct… i’ve moved onto to be a permanent crew with BA (work till 65years old .. OMG!!!)… and the destinations i’m going is always the same.. nothing much to blog about… my two bff left BA… even worst for me to blog about trips… and our new member in the family, she’s getting so adorable day by day… As for my love life… during my last post, i thought that i’ve found the man, my soulmate, and am ready to accept whoever he is and be contented with us. but currently things changed and seems to differ. Anyway… the purpose of my new blog is to be a happy one, or at least majority of the stuffs should be enlighting.. which i really hope to. With my current situation, i doubt i wana start the new blog yet… so stay tune for the address.
What is the new chapter? i thought this will be my new chapter.. a new phase in life. Got a permanent job which use to pay well but soon will be having a major paycut =(. Done with my studies… and i can go into the next phase in my relationship. I’m not too sure about the later one now. Somehow, it came as a shock to me. I didn’t know people can change overnight just like that. But still, i really wana work things out.
Changes in my life??or i should say what i’ve learnt in life?? i thought my bubble world burst once when i’m with emirates. I thought that will be the worst that i see in life or society now. But i was wrong. Very wrong. My bubble world bursted again. I think i’m not living in the current society. I’ve been flying too much… staying in hotel rooms with just nickelodeon, cnn, mtv n nat geo doesn’t really help me. Recently, i read an article on Times, they’re talking about the war in middle east. To me, it’s a war on religion. It’s like a Muslim thingy against the whole world. But i was wrong. It concern and involves even their woman. If US were to move out from middle east, they’re the ones which will suffer the most. Why woman is always the one to suffer? Anyway.. i dunno why am i talking about this… maybe just feel that in this society now, being a woman is always at the losing end.
Will i ever be with that someone who truly faithfully loves me?? I’ve lots of mix thinking and feeling now. Some of them laugh at me saying what’s love, people can love more than one person at a time, some just say you just havent met the one. But i’m glad that i’ve a bunch of really good friends. All of them have different view, opinions but everything just point to one direction. Society is different now. With the technology and stuffs… temptations, adventure, etc… it is very alluring to everyone. To everyone, it’s normal, common but to stone age me.. it’s new. I’m in the midst of changing my attitude in life and how i see things. I’m a very typical woman… i think a lot and have great imagination. I’ve been hurt before. It leaves a scar that can never heal. And as i grow older… the scar got deeper. Recently, i’ve learnt a lot of things just by talking to people and opening up. I can’t believe somethings that my close friends are telling me. It’s truly very scary and even to the extent of an eye opener. It’s only because i’m a boring person and i take things very seriously in life. If not i think i’ll be better off like them.
That’s the changes in my life for now.
*Wake me up when September ends* – the exact feeling i have now!
dreams,
do i have dreams anymore?
